Don’t you hate it when people make a joke about you, about something that you are actually incredibly insecure about. And they don’t realise it, but every laugh feels like a stab in your chest, because it hurts so much and brings up memories you’d rather forget. But you can’t say anything, because then people would know your weaknesses. They’d know how insecure you really are. So instead you just laugh it off, and hide the pain you feel inside.
And no one even notices.

yoyoyo! :>

today didnt attend skl as there was dragon boat competition :D
bedok there wasnt really as crowded as NCC, and wasnt really as nervous as before. Our c'div event was after lunch, which is at 1.50pm. still got plenty of time :/ cheer for the b'div boys and girls 10 men boat. they went into straight finals, hurray !! then, was our c'div 20 men boat events. got first and yeah.. GOLD medal :D haha. then got a news tat got a new event which was 20 men boat with the b'div girls. and, we decided to compete. got second place, as KC got first.. just by a few seconds. they were very nice.. say gd job to us.. ofc, we said welcome (: my hand was injured after the race.. but just gonna to endure the pain. got first in 10 men, felt lyk dieing as my hand were damn pain ! cried.. ofc, got better after some time. after all the events, went for the prize giving thingy. took mrt with haafizah, kelly, mavis and tze yee. then went to eat pie kia with haafizah, tze yee and kelly. at 7pm+, me and tze yee took bus home :D

                                      me and tze yee :D

-cough- elloello !
didnt go skl today.. as i was sick lah. tio fever cough and flu since after the competition. TT
and yea.. gonna post wats happening during the competition :D

First day :
First day was the 1000m race. dad fetch me to skl in the morning as i need to carry the paddles and life jacks. took the bus transport to bedok, many skl was already at there and starting to train. i and xiu ting de event was at around 2.45pm.. thought tat its still early, but im already nervous lyk siao le >: at 2pm+ me and xiu ting went to take the number plate. we r the last who took it. omg !  thought tat we r gonna be late.. and yeah, when we paddle 1000m there.. we arent really tat late. then after blah blah ltr, me and xiu ting got third. was lucky enough tat the KC boat were far way behind us. and yeah, got into semi-finals :B

Second day :
same as first day, took the bus transport to bedok. wasnt really tat nervous as 1000m race. my event was 63. was the last third event i think. cheer for the others lyk siao, especially at tze yee race. she got into finals ! haha :D was so happy until i and jw hug together. ahem* not lesbo hor. and yea, me and xiuting got 2nd in our race. almost catch temasek.. stupid lah! temasek use pei sheng boat (no offence) and yea, jeslyn and rebecca oso got into semi-finals. happy !

Third day :
wohooo ! the third day was semi-finals. which decides whether we can go to finals anot. competing against 6 boats. all our event was quite early. in the 1000m semi-finals race, a sudden capsize make me and xiu ting DQ. and as for jeslyn and rebecca, they got fourth. and so, there is no hope for 1000m le. after we came up.. saw jeslyn and rebecca cried, and so xiu ting oso cried. as for me, tried to hold back my tears and not to cry. as there is still 500m race. after tat, during 500m race, paddle as hard as i could, almost catch up wif damai or kc boat, didnt really noe is wat boat lah. if not, can get into finals le. after we came up, cant control my emotions anymore. started to cry louder and louder. jeslyn and rebecca got into finals as they were second. was damn angry and sad tat didnt catch up the boat, even tat everyone says tat we did very well le. ): then at evening, went to watch how to train your dragon wif senior.. mwahaha ! Toothless is so cuteee ! (:

Fourth day :
21 of our boats got into finals :D was better than last year. the whole team went down to bedok, as to cheer for those who r competing. was happy tat we c' div girls got the 3rd in total. after the race, was told to carry the boats to the lorry back to bedok. when the lorry arrived to MR. we helped to carry the boats back to the shield. dono y, i was getting so hyper tat keep wanting to run. then we dismiss tat 7pm+ took bus back to gan eng seng. hahas, was so hyper active tat i ran to tiong bahru and meet up wif senior at there. ate dinner at kopitiam wif senior then went back home at 10pm+ started coughing when reach home and yeah, ended up worse, got fever. flu and cough. now got 2 days of MC. sianz D:

yooo ! :D

hihi <:

school was as usual as last time. except tat tio scold by ms ong for no reasons, stupid ong lai -.- and today is ms gladys tan last day of skl.. gonna miss her D: after skl, went to pie kia with casey and stay there till 4pm.
went back to skl for tat wat subject combinations thingy. mum came to skl.. it was boring. the whole is only for the parents.. y need call us to go too ): sleep in the hall for a while then the talk ended at 7pm+ went to redhill for dinner, then went home :D

hello !

gonna make tis post short.
todays canoeing was fun ! :D went to MR early to eat lunch at the ' mushroom resturant '. after tat went to take boats and wait for the lorry to come, and take the boats to bedok. take until half sudden rain like cats and dogs. make us all damn cold T.T  after carrying the boats 10 people stay back and the rest took the bus transport to bedok. me and xiuting was one of the 10 people xD we two sat on the front sat in the lorry.. it was damn COOL ! mwahaha :] then reach bedok.. looks somehow lyk MR. didnt hav time to train as its raining. then went back to skl.. and went home. (: now my hand skin peel put liao.. damn sia ): hope it recover soon :/

byeeee (: